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Sebastian Crow
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I paint with words. When my mind allows, I can paint beauty with a few strokes of my pen.

Current Residence: Texas
Favourite genre of music: Music
Favourite photographer: My other friend.
Personal Quote: Childhood is over the moment you know you're gonna die.
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I don't know. What do I want to be? What can I be is more like it.. All that I am is confined to the edges of this paper. An outlet for my personal torment..

Hello, I am Sebastian Crow. this is my mind.

Why can't I put my trust into people? They always let it all out, spill their guts, but I sit there like a tree. Silent and strong.. But on the inside I have bugs.. Creatures, crawling, biting, gnawing at the insides of me. I'm damaged goods. This is me failing. None of this is for me. None of it. I try and it seems like nothing ever comes out of it. What do I want to be?
My biggest fear is looking into a mirror and not knowing who will stare back. It feels like I'm slowly reaching that point. This perfectionism.. I can never look and be pleased, be satisfied.. All I ever see is what more I could do, what I could be.. Not what I am. What am I? I'm not even enough for me.. I can't even reach my standards, and they aren't high at all..
Even I don't know who I am.
I can't help it. It's ingrained into my skin, my flesh, my blood. It's carved into my bone.

(Eventually I'm sure, I'll open up and I'll scratch more than just the bark of this tree.)
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: The Posthumous Letter - William Control

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:iconamaya-redfern:
Amaya-Redfern Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite~! :huggle:
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BrokenAisling Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks for the fav!
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xxdraxx Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2013  Student Artist
Oh hey there, I just wanted to thank you for the fave~~ ^.^

Also...a bit of a shameless plug, but if you'd like to follow my work, other than the work that gets put up on dA then you should head over to my Facebook page (Link in my signature) and hit "Like". It would totally make my day!

Either way, I really appreciate the feedback you've given me thus far! :)
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Amaya-Redfern Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite sweetie!
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Amaya-Redfern Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconletmehugyouplz::iconsupertighthugplz:
:iconbummy1::iconbummy2::iconbummy3::iconbummy1::iconbummy2::iconbummy3:
I'M SO BORED
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RollingTomorrow Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013   General Artist
Hello!

:la: Welcome to :iconwriters--club:! :la:

:typerhappy: We're glad to have you as a member and look forward to seeing your contributions! :typerhappy:

:iconlaspinplz: We also hold a lot of contests with great prizes, so keep your eye out for them! We currently have our annual writing tournament underway. All the details can be found in the group blog. :iconlaspinplz:
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KathraW Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012
Hey, you joined :iconauthors-club: Nice ^-' Well, I'm here to greet you like any admin would. So, welcome ^-^

Love ya', sir ^.^

By the way, you should check out our group's latest entry. *Wink, wink.
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k9Glacier Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
"forever and ever" huh? well said.
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BlackFaeBird Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
:la:
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Amaya-Redfern Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite~! ^.^
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